"Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
And why I just don't know..."

HAHAHA

Interviewer: Are you afraid of height & is there anything else scare you?Cesc: No, not at all.Interviewer: Anything else you afraid of? Any fears?Cesc: I’m afraid when my mom & my dad get angry with me.

You have a great sense of humor and I love the way you love your family. Never change, Cescky! I love you :)

21/04/11

HI! you know I'm the owner of this blog, little mouse will tell you about...mmmm

Nothing much actually. I'm getting busy with school stuffs. SCHOOL has really transformed me into a nerdy glasses girl (YEP I wear glasses now), and fight for UAS and UANjing right thru my eyes.. It's really tiring.

Happy Kartini's day! Happy birthday my beloved best friend.. huahaha seneng dia dapet canon 550D. And sushi for lunch, thanks Nisya! :)

I had a lot today. I woke up at 1:45AM to watch Arsenal vs Tottenham Hotspurs while waiting for El Clasico. Nice game, sengit abis. Full of revenge from both of the team, and di menit ke 6 both of the team score goals! (started with arsenal of course) the goals are made by Theo. and the TOT (short for Tottenham HAHA) made by Van Der Vaart. and the goals after that is still amazing and amazing... but half time, I turned to final of Copa del Rey and IT'S EL CLASICO!!

I support them both because they're my favorite team. But Real is having half of my heart as always. Barca always play GREAT, perfect. at this time, let my team win :). David Villa acting man...... hahaha kayaknya dia gak kenapa napa deh. and the trophy... is fine. itu cuman keteledoran Sergio Ramos, don't blame Real OR EVEN Jose Maurinho. for cules who blame them... screw you, you don't know anything just shut up. we're fine when our team lose 5-0 from barca, we admit they played really good. and now your team lose 1-0 and freaking out? really, dude.

So that's my post today. I've talked too much.

Someday

I don’t know how much longer
That I have to put up with everything
I’ve been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday
Though I love you
Though I feel
but deep down inside, I don’t dare to tell you
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
And I hope you will realize
That this person loves you
Please I hope you will know
Someday

~

"Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect"

part of my childhood

I have a wonderful childhood. And my parents made it perfect. Also these....

we always saving the best for last....