H.H

have you ever lost someone you love the most? like, giving everything for them to come back. wishing every single night. trying to treat them the way they treat you, but you just can’t. have you ever loved somebody… more than you love yourself? when you feel your life is screwed when you’re fighting with them, your heart torn apart when you see them happy with someone else.

 i’m not selfish, but i am when it goes to you. i don’t want to lose you for the millionth time. i don’t want to see you happy with another girl, which is better than me. i want to make you realize, but i don’t want you to think i’m annoying. i want you to know i need you. i want you to know i can’t live without you — not literally, but i do. i want you to know i lost my way without you. i want you to know you’re all i think about. i want you to know, i love you more than i love pizza, more than i love kit kat green tea, more than i love ice cream, more likely… more than myself.

 i want to be your only one, because you’re already mine. :)

"Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there’s just no one
That gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one."