kuanggap diriku sebagai burung. aku adalah burung, keinginanku hanya ingin terbang. aku tidak suka berlama lama di suatu tempat. aku ingin terbang kemanapun yang kuinginkan. aku ingin terbang melintasi horizon, membelah langit, mempelajari hal hal yang tidak ku ketahui sebelumnya. ya, aku adalah burung. burung yang dikurung di dalam sangkarnya.

24/03

hi!!!!!!
i've been addicted to b.a.p so much lately yikes!!!1!! they live up their name anyway, they are best, absolute & perfect <33

Bias Group Game

Bias Group: B.A.P

1. Bias: Bang Yongguk

2. Best looking: Himchan.. Daehyun.. Zelo.. Youngjae.. bye Jongup & Yongguk! :p

3. Ideal type: Yongguk-ssi <3

4. Sweetest: Youngjae

5. I want as a roommate: Yongguk!!!! P.S: I love his abs a lot I can't :<

6. I want as a party friend: Himchan

7. I want as my best friend: Himchan

8. Best eyes: Himchan again...

9. Best nose: Jongup.... jk that cant be happen :p zelo!

10. Best body: Yongguk!!!! and daehyun too

11. Best lips: Youngjae bby

12. Best legs: Zelo has such long legs wae

13. Best hair: currently Himchan's hair <3

14. Best smile: both Daehyun and Yongguk.... can't stand them

15. Whose closet I would raid: Jongup's or Zelo's!!

16. Best voice: Daehyunnie!

17. Most caring friend: Zelo

18. Most aegyo: Yongguk AHAHAHAH

19. Best laugh: All of them are silly

20. Best sense of humor: Himchan

12/03

Bias Group: BIGBANG

1. Bias: All of 'em.

2. Best looking: T.O.P

3. Ideal type: Seungri

4. Sweetest: DAEEEEE <3

5. I want as a roommate: Seungri, hi?

6. I want as a party friend: GD

7. I want as my best friend: Daesung

8. Best eyes: Taeyang's eye smile I just can't--

9. Best nose: TOP you beautiful statue

10. Best body: Youngbae

11. Best lips: T.O.P

12. Best legs: Taeyang

13. Best hair: GD lol look at him

14. Best smile: I personally think it's GD <3

15. Whose closet I would raid: GD ugh

16. Best voice: Daesung <3

17. Most caring friend: Seungri

18. Most aegyo: Daesung 

19. Best laugh: TOP's classy "hihihi" laugh what

20. Best sense of humor: Seungri

오직 그대만

sedih habis nonton film..............

judulnya always

pokoknya tentang cewek buta, terus ketemu sama cowok ex-boxer yang masa lalunya kelam. sedih filmnya, tapi super duper bagus! i cried a river.

P.S: no, i'm not perverted. but you'll be very satisfied with Ji Sub's abs :p

first march

today is my birthday, thats what they said
i don't feel like today is my birthday
i don't feel like people give a fuck about it
i don't feel like i am special
i am still lonely
like the way i've always been

"An eagle flies alone."

I am currently obsessed with eagles, whose fly alone without flocking and chatting like the other birds. The other birds are like going anywhere together and destroying people's hard work like people's plants or something while the eagles fly alone, keeping their eye on their prey. 
Well, that's.. Me? 

"Don't quack like a duck, soar like an eagle."
"Eagles don't flock, you have to find them one at a time."
"If you want to fuck with the eagles, you have to learn how to fly."
"Those who hope in the Lord, shall renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles."

18/2

I'm upset of everyone. I'm upset of myself. I keep thinking why God keeps me breathing when I know I have nothing to do with my life. It's pointless. I keep thinking why am I here, why am I doing this and why am I feeling that depression which I don't deserve — I'm still a little girl, but I'm already surrounded by complicated things which I can't even explain by myself. I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone else happily enjoy being theirselves and being with their best friends, having fun with all their similarities, they're reckless about love and worryless about everything. I'm tired of hearing bullshit everyone say, every single day of my life. Why can't I be someone else? Why can't I stay happily in heaven without feeling the sour and pain in your world, God? I know there must be some reasons, but I need to know those reasons.