I spent minutes searching for you at pim today.
We met.
An hour of nothing.
And the rest...
You held my hand, you shared your drink and pretzel.
I brought your Real Madrid jersey.
I love the smell of his body, I've told him so.
I never expected to fall in love with you.
I never want to.
But these feelings, just came.
I have to admit, I'm in love with you.

"I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side." - David Choi, By My Side

Tinie Tempah ft. Eric Turner - Written in the Stars

Teacher: Tyler, where's your homework?

Tyler: oh, written in the stars!

Teacher: where?

Tyle: a million miles away!!

Teacher: tell me what it was about.

Tyler: a message to the main oooooh!!

Teacher: why do you always forget ur homework?!

Tyler: seasons come and go but I will never change!!

Teacher: go to the office

Tyler: I'm on my way heeeheeeheeeheee!!!! XD

Best MJ songs

1. Billie Jean. This song always reminds me to someone, well :p

[1st Verse]
She Was More Like A Beauty Queen From A Movie Scene
I Said Don't Mind, But What Do You Mean I Am The One
Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round
She Said I Am The One Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round

[2nd Verse]
She Told Me Her Name Was Billie Jean, As She Caused A Scene
Then Every Head Turned With Eyes That Dreamed Of Being The One
Who Will Dance On The Floor In The Round

[Bridge]
People Always Told Me Be Careful Of What You Do
And Don't Go Around Breaking Young Girls' Hearts
And Mother Always Told Me Be Careful Of Who You Love
And Be Careful Of What You Do 'Cause The Lie Becomes The Truth

[Chorus]
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son

[3rd Verse]
For Forty Days And Forty Nights
The Law Was On Her Side
But Who Can Stand When She's In Demand
Her Schemes And Plans
'Cause We Danced On The Floor In The Round
So Take My Strong Advice, Just Remember To Always Think Twice
(Do Think Twice)

[4th Verse]
She Told My Baby We'd Danced 'Till Three
Then She Looked At Me
Then Showed A Photo My Baby Cried
His Eyes Looked Like Mine
Go On Dance On The Floor In The Round, Baby

[Bridge]
People Always Told Me Be Careful Of What You Do
And Don't Go Around Breaking Young Girls' Hearts
She Came And Stood Right By Me
Then The Smell Of Sweet Perfume
This Happened Much Too Soon
She Called Me To Her Room

[Chorus]
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
She's Just A Girl Who claims That I Am The One
But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, But The Kid Is Not My Son
She Says I Am The One, She Says He Is My Son
She Says I Am The One
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover
Billie Jean Is Not My Lover

2. Beat It

[1st Verse]
They Told Him Don't You Ever Come Around Here
Don't Wanna See Your Face, You Better Disappear
The Fire's In Their Eyes And Their Words Are Really Clear
So Beat It, Just Beat It

[2nd Verse]
You Better Run, You Better Do What You Can
Don't Wanna See No Blood, Don't Be A Macho Man
You Wanna Be Tough, Better Do What You Can
So Beat It, But You Wanna Be Bad

[Chorus]
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right
Just Beat It, Beat It
Just Beat It, Beat It
Just Beat It, Beat It
Just Beat It, Beat It

[3rd Verse]
They're Out To Get You, Better Leave While You Can
Don't Wanna Be A Boy, You Wanna Be A Man
You Wanna Stay Alive, Better Do What You Can
So Beat It, Just Beat It

[4th Verse]
You Have To Show Them That You're Really Not Scared
You're Playin' With Your Life, This Ain't No Truth Or Dare
They'll Kick You, Then They Beat You,
Then They'll Tell You It's Fair
So Beat It, But You Wanna Be Bad

[Chorus]
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right

[Chorus]
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It

[Chorus]
Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right

[Chorus]
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Who's Right

[Chorus]
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right

[Chorus]
Just Beat It, Beat It, Beat It, Beat It
No One Wants To Be Defeated
Showin' How Funky Strong Is Your Fight
It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right
Just Beat It, Beat It
Beat It, Beat It, Beat It

3. They Don't Really Care About Us

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, aggravation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Bang bang, shot dead
Everybody's gone mad

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me
You can never break me
Will me, thrill me
You can never kill me
Jew me, sue me
Everybody do me
Kick me, kike me
Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who love me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate
You're rapin' me off my pride
Oh, for God's sake
I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...
Set me free

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Trepidation, speculation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Black male, black mail
Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, speculation
Everybody litigation
Beat me, bash me
You can never trash me
Hit me, kick me
You can never get me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, segregation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Kick me, strike me
Don't you wrong or right me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

The Only Exception (All Time Low version)

The Only Exception (All Time Low Version)~

When I was younger
I saw Jack Barakat
And curse at Rian
He broke his own dick
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And Alex Gaskarth swore that
He would never let Jack go away
And that was the day that I promised
I’d never eat Mexican food
If Jack Barakat’s around me

But darling,
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in Taco Bell
That burritos never lasts
And we’ve got to find other ways
To make it ourselves
Keep a chimichanga

And I’ve always lived like this
Keeping spare Mexican food with me
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I’m
Content with Lebanese food

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos

I’ve got a tight grip on Zachary
But I can’t
Let go of what’s in front of me here
I know you’re fucking
Some burritos, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it’s not a dream

Ohh—-

You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos
You, are, fucking burritos

And I’m on my way to Chipotle
Oh, And I’m on my way to Chipotle

Footballers' birthday

Real Madrid

1. Iker Casillas: 20 May 1981
2. Ricardo Carvalho: 18 May 1978
3. Pepe: 26 February 1983
4. Sergio Ramos: 30 March 1986 (age 25)
5. Nuri Sahin: 5 September 1988 (age 23)
6. Sami Khedira: 4 April 1987 (age 24)
7. Cristiano Ronaldo: 5 February 1985 (age 26)
8. Ricardo Kaka: 22 April 1982 (age 29)
9. Karim Benzema: 19 December 1987 (age 23)
10. Mesut Ozil: 15 October 1988 (age 22)
11. Esteban Félix Granero Molina: 2 July 1987 (age 24)
12. Marcelo Vieira da Silva Júnior: 12 May 1988 (age 23)
13. Antonio Adán Garrido: 13 May 1987 (age 24)
14. Xabi Alonso Olano: 25 November 1981 (age 29)
15. Fábio Alexandre Silva Coentrão: 11 March 1988 (age 23)
16. Hamit Altıntop: 8 December 1982 (age 28)
17. Álvaro Arbeloa Coca: 17 January 1983 (age 28)
18. Raúl Albiol Tortajada: 4 September 1985 (age 26)
19. Raphaël Varane: 25 April 1993 (age 18)
20. Gonzalo Gerardo Higuaín: 10 December 1987 (age 23)
21. José María Callejón Bueno: 11 February 1987 (age 24)
22. Ángel Fabián di María Hernández: 14 February 1988 (age 23)
24. Lassana Diarra: 10 March 1985 (age 26)

FC Barcelona

1. Víctor Valdés Arribas: 14 January 1982 (age 29)
3. Gerard Pique Bernabeu: 2 February 1987 (age 24)
4. Francesc Fàbregas Soler: 4 September 1987 (age 24)
5. Carles Puyol i Saforcada: 13 April 1978 (age 33)
6. Xavier Hernández i Creus: 25 January 1980 (age 31)
7. David Villa Sánchez: 3 December 1981 (age 29)
8. Andrés Iniesta Luján: 11 May 1984 (age 27)
9. Alexis Alejandro Sánchez: 19 December 1988 (age 22)
10. Lionel Andrés Messi: 24 June 1987 (age 24)
11. Thiago Alcântara do Nascimento: 11 April 1991 (age 20)
14. Javier Alejandro Mascherano: 8 June 1984 (age 27)
15. Seydou Keita: 16 January 1980 (age 31)
16. Sergio Busquets Burgos: 16 July 1988 (age 23)
17. Pedro Eliezer Rodríguez Ledesma: 28 July 1987 (age 24)
20. Ibrahim Afellay: 2 April 1986 (age 25)

Real Madrid's Challenge

1. Favorite player no longer on the team - David Beckham and Zinedine Zidane

2. Player you always want to see score in a game – Ricardo Kaka

3. Favorite game from last season – The 8-0 win from levante

4. Favorite kit – 2010/11 home kit

5. Favorite team legend – Raul Gonzalez

6. Favorite game from seasons passed - Real Madrid vs FC Barcelona 2010/11 Copa Del Rey Final

7. Personal favorite goal from last season - CR's goal

8. Favorite goal ever — Kaka's every goal

9. Favorite Champion’s League game ever — Real Madrid v Manchester United SF 1999/00

10. Favorite canterano – Pablo Sarabia

11. Player you admire for any skills besides scoring ability – Mesut Ozil

12. Player you wish got more recognition for their skills - Marcelo

13. Who you admire for their strong mentality — Iker Casillas

14. Player who you just want to be friends with – Marcelo

15. Favorite chant - Vivimos por ti, vence por nosotros

16. Player you wished would live up to their potential — Marcelo

17. Favorite quote by Mourinho – “POR QUE??!?! No entiendo por que.”

18. Player you think deserves to stay next season — CR

19. Player you think should be sold — Fernando Gago

20. Player you think should be given another chance - Lass Diarra

21. Favorite celebration gif – Copicide

22. Favorite moment with Mourinho – when Mou chew his gum

23. Player you wish had never been transferred – Rafa Van Der Vaart

24.Player you admire as a person outside of football – Ricardo Kaka

25.Favorite canterano debut - Joselu. Getting a goal at the Bernabeu on your debut is VERY special.

26.Favorite quote by a player – “I’ve only ever supported Real Madrid and that is where I’d like to die.” - Iker Casillas

27. Favorite Criska moment Favourite Corazon Classic Moment: FERNANDO REDONDO DRIVING THAT BALL STRAIGHT INTO THE BOTTOM RIGHT HAND CORNER OF THE GOAL.

28. Favorite save by Iker or the defenders - everytime Iker Casillas against Barcelona

29. Favorite omgwtf moment in a game - Jose Mourinho. Period.

30. What Real Madrid means to you (feel free to write as much or as little as you want) - REAL MADRID = MY LIFE

School life

Assalamualaikum. Ehm. Sekali kali deh curhat di blog.

Hidup gue sekarang... Gak tau deh ya, ancur. Ada ya orang segitu jahatnya sama gue? Kadang gue ngerasa pengen cepet cepet senior high, karena udah planning ke Singapore/Aussie/Turkey biar bener bener jauh dari Jakarta. Tapi gue inget, senior high itu masih lama banget. Beh --"

Gue ngerasa gak punya temen.. Padahal mereka semua nganggep gue temen, tapi kenapa gue masih sendiri? Atau, ya, sahabat gue yang paling deket sama gue nusuk gue dari belakang. Gue capek. Hampir tiap hari gue nangis. Bener bener patah semangat dan gak ada yang bisa ngebuat gue seneng lagi kayak dulu. Kadang gue mikir, kenapa hidup gak adil? Yang cantik bisa ngedapetin semuanya yang dia mau. Pemikiran gue selalu kayak gini, tapi ini bener.

Gue harap gue bisa escape dari hidup untuk beberapa bulan aja, atau dapet temen yang loyal, bisa ngehibur gue, sepemikiran sama gue, gak bakal ninggalin gue, dan yang pasti gak makan temen sendiri. Tapi orang kayak gitu.... Hampir nggak ada :|

Ya udalah segitu aja. Makasih yang baca HAHA *padahal nggak ada*. BYE!

09 - 10 - 11

"Neo eomneun naegen useumi boiji anha. Nunmuljocha goiji anha. Deoneun salgo sipji anha."
It means,
"Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears. I don’t want to live anymore."

:)

Big Bang - Lies.

:)

I wish someone could love me like Severus Snape loves Lily Evans until his last breath. :">

Broke up

On the first day of our relationship, you said..

"I want to be your life partner." in turkish

&

On the last day of our relationship, you said..

"I'm sorry, it's my best choice. That I want to move on and done with you."

I know.

And I think this is the best decision,

That I'm better off without you.

Goodbye 21 :)

~

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had, baby

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
There's a heaven above you baby

I could never hate you. Even if I tried. There would always be a reason to love you and that’s why it scares me. I see more love in you than I do hate, but I know what it feels like to be lonely, I know what it’s like to feel everything and nothing, I know what it’s like to cry myself to sleep, I know how it feels when someone breaks your heart. I know. And I never want to feel that way again. And it scares me to see a future with you. A life with you. Because if I give you my all, how do I know you won’t turn around and leave me?

this is funny

HAHAHA LOL

~

"Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
And why I just don't know..."

HAHAHA

Interviewer: Are you afraid of height & is there anything else scare you?Cesc: No, not at all.Interviewer: Anything else you afraid of? Any fears?Cesc: I’m afraid when my mom & my dad get angry with me.

You have a great sense of humor and I love the way you love your family. Never change, Cescky! I love you :)

21/04/11

HI! you know I'm the owner of this blog, little mouse will tell you about...mmmm

Nothing much actually. I'm getting busy with school stuffs. SCHOOL has really transformed me into a nerdy glasses girl (YEP I wear glasses now), and fight for UAS and UANjing right thru my eyes.. It's really tiring.

Happy Kartini's day! Happy birthday my beloved best friend.. huahaha seneng dia dapet canon 550D. And sushi for lunch, thanks Nisya! :)

I had a lot today. I woke up at 1:45AM to watch Arsenal vs Tottenham Hotspurs while waiting for El Clasico. Nice game, sengit abis. Full of revenge from both of the team, and di menit ke 6 both of the team score goals! (started with arsenal of course) the goals are made by Theo. and the TOT (short for Tottenham HAHA) made by Van Der Vaart. and the goals after that is still amazing and amazing... but half time, I turned to final of Copa del Rey and IT'S EL CLASICO!!

I support them both because they're my favorite team. But Real is having half of my heart as always. Barca always play GREAT, perfect. at this time, let my team win :). David Villa acting man...... hahaha kayaknya dia gak kenapa napa deh. and the trophy... is fine. itu cuman keteledoran Sergio Ramos, don't blame Real OR EVEN Jose Maurinho. for cules who blame them... screw you, you don't know anything just shut up. we're fine when our team lose 5-0 from barca, we admit they played really good. and now your team lose 1-0 and freaking out? really, dude.

So that's my post today. I've talked too much.

Someday

I don’t know how much longer
That I have to put up with everything
I’ve been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday
Though I love you
Though I feel
but deep down inside, I don’t dare to tell you
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
And I hope you will realize
That this person loves you
Please I hope you will know
Someday

~

"Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect"

part of my childhood

I have a wonderful childhood. And my parents made it perfect. Also these....

we always saving the best for last....