I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?

sad

i hate being ugly.
i hate being fat.
i hate being sad.
i want to be someone else.
i want to be someone you love.
i want to be everything you want me to be.