On the first day of our relationship, you said..

"I want to be your life partner." in turkish

&

On the last day of our relationship, you said..

"I'm sorry, it's my best choice. That I want to move on and done with you."

I know.

And I think this is the best decision,

That I'm better off without you.

Goodbye 21 :)

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Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had, baby

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
There's a heaven above you baby

I could never hate you. Even if I tried. There would always be a reason to love you and that’s why it scares me. I see more love in you than I do hate, but I know what it feels like to be lonely, I know what it’s like to feel everything and nothing, I know what it’s like to cry myself to sleep, I know how it feels when someone breaks your heart. I know. And I never want to feel that way again. And it scares me to see a future with you. A life with you. Because if I give you my all, how do I know you won’t turn around and leave me?

this is funny

HAHAHA LOL

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"Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
And why I just don't know..."

HAHAHA

Interviewer: Are you afraid of height & is there anything else scare you?Cesc: No, not at all.Interviewer: Anything else you afraid of? Any fears?Cesc: I’m afraid when my mom & my dad get angry with me.

You have a great sense of humor and I love the way you love your family. Never change, Cescky! I love you :)

21/04/11

HI! you know I'm the owner of this blog, little mouse will tell you about...mmmm

Nothing much actually. I'm getting busy with school stuffs. SCHOOL has really transformed me into a nerdy glasses girl (YEP I wear glasses now), and fight for UAS and UANjing right thru my eyes.. It's really tiring.

Happy Kartini's day! Happy birthday my beloved best friend.. huahaha seneng dia dapet canon 550D. And sushi for lunch, thanks Nisya! :)

I had a lot today. I woke up at 1:45AM to watch Arsenal vs Tottenham Hotspurs while waiting for El Clasico. Nice game, sengit abis. Full of revenge from both of the team, and di menit ke 6 both of the team score goals! (started with arsenal of course) the goals are made by Theo. and the TOT (short for Tottenham HAHA) made by Van Der Vaart. and the goals after that is still amazing and amazing... but half time, I turned to final of Copa del Rey and IT'S EL CLASICO!!

I support them both because they're my favorite team. But Real is having half of my heart as always. Barca always play GREAT, perfect. at this time, let my team win :). David Villa acting man...... hahaha kayaknya dia gak kenapa napa deh. and the trophy... is fine. itu cuman keteledoran Sergio Ramos, don't blame Real OR EVEN Jose Maurinho. for cules who blame them... screw you, you don't know anything just shut up. we're fine when our team lose 5-0 from barca, we admit they played really good. and now your team lose 1-0 and freaking out? really, dude.

So that's my post today. I've talked too much.