You won't find faith or hope down a telescope

You won't find heart and soul in the stars

You can break everything down to chemicals

But you can't explain a love like ours.

yayy (:

20-05-12

You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.
You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows.
This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.

24/04/12 (2)

Cross off the things you've done.

• Graduated high school
• Collected something really stupid.
• Smoked a cigarette.
• Got so drunk you passed out.
• Rode every ride at an amusement park.
• Gone to a rock concert.
• Helped someone.
• Gone fishing.
• Watched four movies in one night.
• Gone long periods of time without sleep.
• Lied to someone.
• Snorted cocaine.
• Failed a class.
• Smoked weed.
• Dealt drugs.
• Been in a car accident.
• Been in a tornado.
• Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
• Watched someone die.
• Been to a funeral.
• Burned yourself. (slightly)
• Ran a marathon.
• Cried yourself to sleep.
• Been on a plane.
• Been cheated on.
• Written a 10 page letter.
• Gone skiing.
• Been sailing.
• Had a best friend.
• Lost someone you loved.
• Shoplifted something.
• Been to jail.
• Dangerously close to being in jail.
• Skipped school.
• Had detention
• Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
• Stolen books from the library.
• Gone to a different country.
• Dropped out of school.
• Been in a mental hospital.
• Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
• Had an online diary.
• Had a yard sale.
• Had a lemonade stand.
• Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
• Been in a school play.
• Been fired from a job.
• Taken a lie detector test.
• Swam with dolphins.
• Gone to Sea World.
• Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
• Written poetry.
• Read more than 20 books a year.
• Gone to Europe. 
• Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
• Used a colouring book over age 12.
• Had surgery.
• Had stitches.
• Taken a taxi.
• Seen the Washington Monument.
• Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
• Overdosed.
• Had a drug or alcohol problem.
• Been in a fist fight
• Suffered any form of abuse.
• Gone surfing in California.
• Had a hamster/guinea pig.
• Pet a wild animal.
• Used a credit card.
• Did “spirit day” at school.
• Dyed your hair.
• Got a tattoo.
• Had something pierced.
• Got straight A’s.
• Been on the Honor Roll.
• Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
• Made-out with someone.
• Played on a sports team.
• Snuck out of the house.
• Swore at a teacher.
• Gone laser tagging.
• Been on the TV.
• Skinny-dipped.
• Driven a car.
• Performed in front of an audience.
• Been in love.
• Had a blonde moment.
• Been on a train.
• Seen a ghost.
• Gone bungee-jumping.
• Been to Mexico.
• Crashed a car.
• Sky dived.
• Been kissed in the rain.
• Made an 11:11 wish.
• Drank alcohol. 
• Forwarded a chain letter.
• Made a mistake.

24/04/12

I cried this morning because of that video. Susan walked into the stage, and people suddenly laughed because she's fat, she's not pretty, she's creepy, and she danced weirdly. When Susan said "I'm trying to be a professional singer", the crowd just laughed because it seemed impossible. And then she started to sing..... Mind blown. This is how people judge from their physical appearance without knowing their life. Susan, you're incredible.

Soundtrack of my life

"But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around."

Radiohead - Creep

09.03.12

Do you ever think,

that you're dancing all over my head all the time?

Do you ever notice,

that I'm searching for you when you're not around?

Do you ever wonder,

how your smile could make my day?

Do you ever know,

that I'm in love with you, this much?

Do I ever cross your mind?

Ah, arasseo. We're just strangers.

Mian. For expecting too much.

Best Lyrics & Quotes :]

• This time I gotta live without you, that just the way it has to be. - ETF

• I was born to get wild, that's my style. - BEP

• Trust is like a mirror. You can't fix it when it's broken. - Beyonce

• You'll never miss a good thing until it's gone. -Chris Brown

• They torn me apart like a hurricane. - All Time Low

• When you love someone, but it goes to waste. Could it be worse? - Coldplay

• Find your freedom in the music. - Lady Gaga

• In the end they'll judge me anyway, so whatever. - Kid Cudi

• I want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live. - Queens of the stone age

• You may be strange, but don't ever change. - Buffalo Springfield

• Behind every beautiful thing, there's been some kind of pain. - Bob Dylan

• I'm gonna take over the world while these haters gettin' mad.

• Close your eyes and I'll be by your side. - Boys Like Girls

• You're the reason I still cry. - Escape The Fate

• If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed? - Daniel Bedingfield

• Only happy when you've got it often makes you miss the journey. - Bliss N Eso

• Dreams don't cost a thing. - Bliss N Eso

• Sometimes I'm wonder why I'm still waiting. - Escape The Fate

• Now watch me take the stage. - Bliss N Eso

• Paint the color that connects with me and speaks my language. - Bliss N Eso

• "Living young, wild and free" - Wiz Khalifa ft. Snoop Dogg

• "I've got a lot of things to say to you but I don't know how." - Oasis

• "So hard to let you go." - Linkin Park

• "My heart's stereo, it beats for you so listen close." - Adam Levine

• Ulala.. I'm falling in love. And it's better this time, ever before. -Foster the People.

• Somebody's going to miss you, somebody's going to wish you were here. That somebody's me (8)

• Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laughs, I'm falling apart.

• Call me crazy but it's true, I love you. - David Choi

• Life is mystery. I'm gonna make history. - Girls' Generation

• I said i had to let this go. - Jay Park.

• I know that without you, is something that I'll never do. - Saosin

• I surf the starlight where every wish is worthy. - Bliss n Eso

• Happy with my reflection even though I've done dumb shit. - Bliss n Eso

• I guarantee you'll miss me. - Example

• I won't waste myself on you. - Linkin Park

• Friends are people that you think are your friends. But they really your enemies, with secret identity. - Eminem

• You know what I'm saying? I'm tired of all of this bullshit. - Eminem

• Life is a game, you play. - Oasis

• My minds shine even when my thoughts seem dark. - Lil Wayne

• I'm like nevada in the middle of summer. - Lil Wayne

• Life is like a fucking roller coaster then it drops. - Lil Wayne

• I will never stop like I'm running from the cops. - Lil Wayne

• Fast like a wind, silent like a forest, intrusive like a fire, immobile like a mountain. (Furinkazan)

• My name is Sherlock Holmes. It is my business to know what other people don't know.

• When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth. - Sherlock Holmes

• Success is the sole earthly judge of right and wrong. - Adolf HItler

• No crime is ever unsolvable. The key to the truth, no matter how small, is always hidden somewhere. And I will find it. - Sinichi Kudo

• Shinjitsu wa itsumo hitotsu. - Sinichi Kudo (There's only one truth)

• You can't cure your own sufferings by making others suffer. - Sinichi Kudo

• Words are like swords. If you use them the wrong way, they'll turn into an ugly weapons. - Conan Edogawa

• "Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulder. Everyone's learning on me. Sometimes it feels like the world's almost over." - Eminem

• "So kill the rumors, it ain't happening. Imma rap till I'm fossil fuel." - Eminem

• "When you think you have moved on, there will always be that one song that brings back all the memories you thought you've forgotten."

• "Next time?" There won't be a next time." - Eminem

• "I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster." - Eminem

• "Sometimes you just gotta let the shit go and say to "to hell with it" and move on." - Eminem

• "But it's just something we have to control over. And that's what destiny is." - Eminem

• "Haters can make like bees with no stringers and drop dead. No more beef flingers." - Eminem

• "Maybe that's what happens when a volcano meets a tornado. All I know is I love you too much." - Eminem

• "I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy, my insecurities could eat me alive." - Eminem

• "No matter how many times we stab eachothers backs, well have eachothers backs." - Eminem

• "I say what I want to say and do what I want to do, there's no inbetween people will either love you for it, or hate you for it." - Eminem

• "Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go." - Fha

• "I traveled, I visited your heart and fell in love. Until now." - Fha

• "Music is like magic. There's a certain feeling you get when your real and you spit and people are feeling your shit" - Eminem

• "Love is evil, spell it back I'll show ya." - Eminem

• "I'll be one though act to follow. Here today, gone tomorrow. But you'd have to walk a thousand miles." - Eminem

• "I just wanted to fit in at every single place. Every school I went. I dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant acting stupid." - Eminem

• "When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have all of me." - Evanescence

• "These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase." - Evanescence

• "I don't know who I am when you're running circles in my head." - You Me At Six

• "I'm just trying to find some color in this black and white world." - Fha

• "I keep my distance, but you still catch my eyes." - Fhaaaa

• "You don't get another chance. Life is no nintendo game." - Eminem

• "Behind every beautiful thing, there's been some kind of pain." - Bob Dylan

• "Don't you let those tears quench the thirsty ground." - Kings Of Leon

• "Take a deep breath, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again." - Frank Sinatra

• "Do your best, do everything you can, and don't you worry what their bitter hearts are going to say." - Jimmy Eat World

• "What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?" - The Script

• "When people believe in fairy, I believe in music." - August Rush

• "Sometimes life's just trying to knock you out." - August Rush

• "You can see it with your eyes, even in the dark." - Paramore

• "If he doesn't need you, you don't need him." - Drake

• "I got the point that I should leave you alone. But we both know that I'm not that strong." - Mayday Parade

• "Please don't walk away, please tell me you'll stay."

• "Don't ever try to judge me dude, you don't know what the fuck I've been through." - Eminem

• "Let me inside. Let me get close to you." - Three Days Grace

• "I need to find my way back to the start." - The Maine

• "Boy you got my heartbeat running away, beating like a drum and it's coming your way. Can't you hear that?" - Nicki Minaj

• "And when the lights all went out, we watched our lives on the screen." - My Chemical Romance

• "The prettiest people do the ugliest things." - Kanye West

• "So I'm thinking we should maybe just run away from here. With no plan of coming back." - Alesana

• "How does the dagger feel now when you're on the receiving end?" - Alesana

• "I saw your eyes today in a memory painted in the sky. You smiled and said to me, "a love like this can never truly die." - Alesana

• "My universe will never be the same. I'm glad you came."

• "But if you never try then you'll never know just what you're worth." - Coldplay

• "Take my hand, take my whole life too, for I can't help falling in love with you."

• "She never gonna love you like I love you."

• "You reeled me with your smile. You made me melt with your voice." - Demi Lovato

• "Cause I really need somebody. Tell me, are you that somebody?"

• "There are so many people out there who will tell you that you can't. What you've got to do is turn around and say "watch me"

• "After a hurricane comes a rainbow." - Katy Perry

• "Life is the song, love is the lyrics."

• "Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart. Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, just be true who you are." - Jessie J

• "Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no." - The Band Perry

• "I can't imagine someone else could came between us and take you away." - Mr. Big

• "You gotta love music more than you love food. More than life. More than yourself." - August Rush

• "He's too good to be forgotten, too good to be true." - Mr.Big

• "Isn't it ironic that the only person who can make you really happy, is the same person who makes you sad and lonely?" - Wiz Khalifa

• "I'm like the smell of your feet. Always around you." - Bedtime Stories
I'm a lightweight. Easy to fall, easy to break. Better be careful what you say.

• "Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby. There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby. Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same, if you walk away everyday it will rain." - Bruno Mars

• "And now my heart is a stereo that only plays for you."

• "Maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt like this."

• "I don't belong here, I've gotta move on dear." - Avenged Sevenfold

• "Why do I care, why do I carry on? There's a bull inside my head and it's ragging out of control.
How do I explain how I feel? Everytime I do there's no one to turn so why do I even try?"

• "Earthquakes can't shake us. Cyclones can't break us. Hurricanes can't take away our love."

• "Your knife, my back. My gun, your head." - Asking Alexandria

• "If we are born to die, and we all die to live, then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?"

• "I told myself I was done for good. All the memories of all the pictures burned." - Asking Alexandria

• "It's a little too late to say that you're sorry, now." - Eminem

• "We came from nothing. But we promised one thing, we'll change the world with these guitars." - Black Veil Brides

• "And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing. Funny when you're dead and how people start listenin'." - The Band Perry

• "But everytime I try to move on, you're right there."

• "Regrets & mistakes are memories made." - Adele

• "Sometimes it's easier to pretend you don't care than to admit that it's killing you."

• "Just because we don't talk doesn't mean I don't think about you. I'm just trying to distance myself because I know I can't have you." - Wiz Khalifa