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Saturday, 20 April 2013

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?

sad

i hate being ugly.
i hate being fat.
i hate being sad.
i want to be someone else.
i want to be someone you love.
i want to be everything you want me to be.

jatuh cinta.

Saturday, 30 March 2013

pas masih ganteng.



 sekarang juga masih kok, yakan?


I always save the best for last. Hi?


Happy birthday Bang Yong Guk-ssi, & this post is dedicated for you! :-) xx

some quotes from Flower Boy Next Door

Wednesday, 27 March 2013

"How timid and frail is unrequited love? A place you entered of your own accord, but you’re trapped inside, unable to find an exit. He doesn’t know a thing, and could one day leave my line of sight, and the love ends passively. A love that does not bloom flowers, and thus cannot dream of bearing fruit. A love like a seed that is forgotten. That is unrequited love.” - Go Dok Mi

"When she goes out into the world, that woman often becomes invisible. When she gets pushed aside by shoulders, stepped on by feet, and stuck in between the lines, she feels like she’s not visible to the world. So she hid in her room. The small room was soft and comfortable, like a nest to a bird that’s injured its wing. In that space, that woman can breathe freely. She never once missed the outside world or dreamt of it. At least until now…
At least until now…
At least until now…
At least until now…"

"People who think that they can just grab the hand of happiness when it’s offered to them—how happy must they be? That woman becomes nervous when she is too happy. To that woman, happiness is like a child’s game of blowing bubbles. The moment when she touches the bubbles that float her way carrying the light of the rainbow, they burst. In front of happiness, that woman always gives up, before the hand is even offered."

“What is your truth? Answer honestly. Whenever someone asked her that, she kept her mouth shut. When unwrapped from its wrapping paper of lies, the truth is not a sweet candy or a chocolate that appears with a flourish. In the way that skin is needed to protect blood and flesh, she needed lies to cover her truth. More than being honest and exposing her scars, that woman found it safer to lie with a brilliant smile.”

“Her mouth is like a broken faucet in a mountain village. When it’s needed, not one drop comes out, and in the middle of a silent night it flows on its own. In that moment, all the words she couldn’t speak come pouring out belatedly. She vows, Next time, I should answer like this, I should make this retort. That woman speaks the most impressive lines when she’s alone.”

25/3

Monday, 25 March 2013

kuanggap diriku sebagai burung. aku adalah burung, keinginanku hanya ingin terbang. aku tidak suka berlama lama di suatu tempat. aku ingin terbang kemanapun yang kuinginkan. aku ingin terbang melintasi horizon, membelah langit, mempelajari hal hal yang tidak ku ketahui sebelumnya. ya, aku adalah burung. burung yang dikurung di dalam sangkarnya.

24/03

Sunday, 24 March 2013

hi!!!!!!
i've been addicted to b.a.p so much lately yikes!!!1!! they live up their name anyway, they are best, absolute & perfect <33

Bias Group Game


Bias Group: B.A.P
1. Bias: Bang Yongguk
2. Best looking: Himchan.. Daehyun.. Zelo.. Youngjae.. bye Jongup & Yongguk! :p
3. Ideal type: Yongguk-ssi <3
4. Sweetest: Youngjae
5. I want as a roommate: Yongguk!!!! P.S: I love his abs a lot I can't :<
6. I want as a party friend: Himchan
7. I want as my best friend: Himchan
8. Best eyes: Himchan again...
9. Best nose: Jongup.... jk that cant be happen :p zelo!
10. Best body: Yongguk!!!! and daehyun too
11. Best lips: Youngjae bby
12. Best legs: Zelo has such long legs wae
13. Best hair: currently Himchan's hair <3
14. Best smile: both Daehyun and Yongguk.... can't stand them
15. Whose closet I would raid: Jongup's or Zelo's!!
16. Best voice: Daehyunnie!
17. Most caring friend: Zelo
18. Most aegyo: Yongguk AHAHAHAH
19. Best laugh: All of them are silly
20. Best sense of humor: Himchan

12/03

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

Bias Group: BIGBANG
1. Bias: All of 'em.
2. Best looking: T.O.P
3. Ideal type: Seungri
4. Sweetest: DAEEEEE <3
5. I want as a roommate: Seungri, hi?
6. I want as a party friend: GD
7. I want as my best friend: Daesung
8. Best eyes: Taeyang's eye smile I just can't--
9. Best nose: TOP you beautiful statue
10. Best body: Youngbae
11. Best lips: T.O.P
12. Best legs: Taeyang
13. Best hair: GD lol look at him
14. Best smile: I personally think it's GD <3
15. Whose closet I would raid: GD ugh
16. Best voice: Daesung <3
17. Most caring friend: Seungri
18. Most aegyo: Daesung 
19. Best laugh: TOP's classy "hihihi" laugh what
20. Best sense of humor: Seungri
 
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