I don’t know whether the morning is coming
or the darkness is falling.
After you left me,
It seems like everything has stopped
I don’t know where I should look
or where I should go
After you left me,
It seems like everything changed

Amor mio, oh my love
Look back at me just this once
At me, who is withering away more every day
Amor mio, oh my love
Remember me just this once
Me, who is breaking down more every day

Like that single red flower
that has forgotten when to bloom and wither
I have lost my season,
I don’t even have a fragrance

I heard your voice
in my dream last night
During those days without fear,
in which I trusted myself

Take me from the darkness to the light
Rain on me, who is drying up
Raise me up with your touch
Wake up my soul, which is withering
Please say my name once again
Call my name

Amor mio
Oh my love, come back to me.

15/06

Saturday night thoughts.. I'm missing you all of a sudden.
I just knew you went to Turkey.
I want to say a lot of things to you, like take care and stuff.
I want to hug you, on the day of your departure.
I want you to know, you have someone who will always pray for you.
I want you to know, you have someone who loves you unconditionally.

"Falling in love wasn't my plan.."
I quoted that from Michael Jackson's song.
Your favorite?
Falling in love wasn't my plan,
But you made it so much easier,
h.r.

K-pop Challenge

really bored so why not :) HEHE kayaknya gue bosen setiap saat ya duh tapi serius deh 

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Rules: 

- put your music player on shuffle

- for each question, press the next button

- you must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds

1. what is your name?

White Christmas (Super Junior)

2.  how do you feel today?

Empty (JYJ) ....lol.... why so true

3. what do your friends think of you?

Bubble Pop (HyunA) HAHAH this don't make sense

4. what is your motto?

One Shot (B.A.P) :|

5. what do you think of very often?

Don't Forget Me (Girl's Day) OMFG THIS IS SO TRUE HAHA

6. what do you think of when you see the person you like?

Monster (BIGBANG) lol lol lol 

7. what will they play at your funeral?

I Am... The Answer Is You (Leessang)  …kinda late for that lol im dead..

8. what is your biggest fear?

The Boys (Girls' Generation) LOLOLOL 

9. what is your biggest secret?

I Got A Boy (Girls' Generation) .....lol ok

10. what does the world see you?

O.K (B1A4) WHY AM I THAT OK LOOKING

11. how will you be remembered?

Two Moons (EXO) 

12. what is your current theme song?

Oh! (Girls' Generation)

13. what is high school like?

Black & White (G.NA) LOL SO TRUE this is what describes my life :|

14. what do you like in a guy?

Juliette (SHINee) ...i am a guy and i'm the juliette 

15. what do you say when life gets hard?

Baby, Don't Cry (Daesung) HAHAH :")

16. what is your life’s theme song?

Miss Right (Teen Top) lol 

17. what will your boyfriend dedicate you?

Can U Smile (Infinite) :""""") so accurate 

18. what is your wedding song?

Heaven (F.T Island) lol yesh 

19. what is your favorite song?

Angel (EXO-K) accurate..

20. how do you feel about school?

Tomorrow (Tablo ft. Taeyang) this is so accurate. "Homework? I'll do it tomorrow..." LOL! but then "baby there's no no no no no tomorrow" and I'm like "okay.." 

21. does the person you like also likes you back?

Run (Epik High) LOL WHY SHOULD I 

22. what will you sing for a kpop audition?

TRICK (Girls' Generation) la-la-ladies, gentlemen~

23. what does describe your enemy?

Wild Goose Chase (Leessang) WHAT there goes all hopes

24. what does describe your math teacher?

Strong Baby (Seungri) ...........ok 

25. what song do you fall asleep to?

Vitamin (Girls' Generation)

26. how do you feel right now?

Stand Up (J-Min) lol ok

27. what do you feel about kpop?

I'm Sorry (B2ST) kay then kay

LOOOOLLLL I had so much fun doing this. Highly recommended challenge. Ciao! ;)

All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
'cause if I could see your face once more
I could die as a happy man I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side

But If you loved me
Why did you leave me

'cause you brought out the best of me
A part of me I'd never seen
You took my soul wiped it clean
Our love was made for movie screens

But If you loved me
Why did you leave me
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
All I need is
To find somebody,
Like you

All I Want by Kodaline☃

:-)

“Unrequited love does not die; it’s only beaten down to a secret place where it hides, curled and wounded. For some unfortunates, it turns bitter and mean, and those who come after pay the price for the hurt done by the one who came before.”

—	Elle Newmark, The Book of Unholy Mischief

30/7

Disaat aku sedih
Karena orang datang dan pergi sesuka hati
Karena aku ditinggal sendiri
Kau disitu berdiri
Memandangi
Hatiku yang mati

Disaat aku bahagia
Tersenyum dan tertawa
Aku tidak tahu
Kau tetap berdiri
Namun kali ini
Melindungi

updated k-pop quiz yay

hai selamat liburan semuanya!!!! final exam's over YAY bet i'm gonna spend 40 days in front of my desk dan saya sangat bosan sekarang jadinya i'm gonna renew k-pop quiz i've done karena yang gue isi beberapa bulan yang lalu itu ternyata isinya ngaco semua dibanding yang gue tau sekarang AHAHAH K BYE

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1. First KPOP Group? Super Junior.... ok 

2. First KPOP Song? Bonamana

3. Favorite Male KPOP Group? BIGBANG and B.A.P hehehehehehehehe <33

4. Favorite Female KPOP Group? GG and secret

5. Favorite Solo Artist? Ailee and Jay Park hi jay

6. Favorite KPOP Song? (of all time) BIGBANG - Monster & Tonight & Still Alive & Stay &........

7. Favorite KPOP Music Video?  Lee Hyori's Bad Girls // all-time; BIGBANG's Tonight omfg

8. Favorite Ballad? Doushite by DBSK

9. Catchiest Tune? FLOWER POWER! and Catch Me, Wolf all SM lol

10. Best Male Dancer? Zelo & Jongup <333

11. Best Female Dancer?  Min or Hyoyeon! The dance sisters <3

12. Best Male Vocalist? Daehyunnie D.O and Chen :|

13. Best Female Vocalist? Jieun

14. Best Male Rapper? I've always in love with rappers so it's hard I think I'm gonna write down all of them; GDTOP yongguk krisyeol <3

15. Best Female Rapper? CL THE BADDEST FEMALE

16. Best Male Leader? MY BANG YONGGUK & SUHO & KRISEU <3333

17. Best Female Leader? Taeyeon!

18. Current song you’re listening to? Lee Hi - Rose

19. Previous song you’re listening to? Infinite - BTD

20. Next song you will be listening to? YOU ARE MY POISHEEEEENN

21. Current KPOP Group addiction? B.A.P B.A.P B.A.P <3 & EXO <3

22. Current KPOP Song addiction? Paradise by Infinite, kinda late..

23. Female KPOP Idol bias? I love CL I love Yuri and Hyoyeon I love Hyosung and Sunhwa so hard I cannot choose

24. Male KPOP Idol bias?  ONCE I START THIS I CAN'T STOP OK GET READY. i stan all B.A.P EXO and BIGBANG's members, Taecyeon, Woohyun, Sunggyu (yes I know), Jonghyun from SHINee, Sungjae, Hyunsik, Peniel, Ilhoon,................. (infinite)

26. Hottest Male Idol? number 24 + Mr. Jay anyway where's number 25

27. Hottest Female Idol? Bora-ssi I'm lesbian for her

28. Cutest Male Idol? Sungjong I'm sorry I love you

29. Prettiest Female Idol? Sooyoung and Tiffany

30. Cutest maknae? ZELOOOOOOOOOO why 

31. MBC, KBS or SBS? SBS

32. Are you active on AllKPop? No… I hate AKP… they are horrible in every sense of the word

33. Which Fandoms are you apart of? hm a lot

34. What is your favorite Korean Drama? Rooftop Prince & Flower Boy Next Door <333